Holla, to those that actually still come here, lol... probably no one, coz my previous post had only one view, and that was from me, lol. Pls leave something behind, k thx.

As the title mentioned... well. actually, 1st off, i'll ask...

do u know someone, or the do u know the feeling? when u dislike someone, to a point you super-rarely or do not speak to that person, and the only time you'll speak to that person is when he/she messes up, so u get a chance to scold or talk bad abt him/her?

well, it's not me, but that's how i feel abt someone who seems to be treating me that way... i was abt to leave the house one day, and i forgot to turn off the fan, and that's when it happened.

i'm talking abt my roommate, well, i've blogged abt this b4 in my previous post, so read it if u don't know what's going on, (it's in the past, so i don't let it bother me anymore), not just my roommate now, but his younger brother also?!

strange thing is, i've never really get close to him, or talk comfortably with him, i don't mean to keep my distance, but it sort of happened... all i ever did was try to be friendly and talk once in a while, or just say hi. We played cards, and challeged each other on the ps2 and ps3, we laughed when playing 'fight night 3'. Then i start to notice these changes from him recently.

a few times recently, everytime he looks at me in the eye, i get this sense of hostility from him, as if i was doing something bad behind his back. but i dunno... what is it i am doing that's bad? even just now, on my way home from the gym we were gonna pass each other so i said hi to him, and he walked passed and ignored me... i look at myself in the mirror and thought... the only time he wasn't happy with me is when i left my things lying around, or forgetting to switch off electrical stuff. I admit to myself that these little things can give ppl away, so i try to change myself, but it's like my mum says: "you do 9 good deeds and 1 bad deed, but people will only remember ur bad deeds and won't take notice of ur good deeds". Perserverance is my only answer for now.

I look forward to what will happen next, for the time being, it's dinner time! chow

Ah, classes have been quite interesting. and i'm already almost half prepared for my next assignment which will begin next year.

WOW!!1! so fast and it's already almost the end of the year, unbelievable.

ahaha, i still got unfinished assignments, please excuse me...

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Wow, time sure flies, does any of u remember when instant messeging began? lol, 5 years? or maybe 10 years? well msn messenger might have entered our lives a little later when IM began. I still remember before streamyx, not long after i created my very 1st email, my older cousin was using... err... i can't remember that progra... oh! it's called ICQ or something like that, where u enter rooms and meet random people. and short form internet slang sorta kick in. Do u know what's "asl"? it's not very commonly used now, coz it's used when meeting random ppl, it's stands for age, sex, and err.... i forgot L, but it asking about ur whereabouts, where u living or something like that.

anyway, with my crappy connection with celcom, all i can do is go online, surf, watch video, almost everything except instant messenging. I was online the whole day on msn, but i keep getting disconnected, when i sign in, i'm only online for the next 3 to 5 seconds before i get disconnected again, so i can hardly chat with anyone. i hate it when i'm having a good convo with a good topic, then suddenly, u're signed out... i mean, u can't even tell the guy that ur disconnected and stuff...

Going backwards:
i realise, moving on from secondary school and KK, i began to lose touch with my friends, and i can wait forever if they were to appear online on msn. Facebook, friendster? i don't really think online community brings people closer, but it helps getting to know someone by reading their profile, LOL. all u do is comment, tag and forward chain stuff, u hardly get to know anyone. i've got facebook, but i hardly use it since the page takes forever to load.

getting to the point, i'll start using the internet the old fashion way by e-mailing, so i can keep in touch, it feels more better and personal, be sure to check ur inbox =)

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in 27days, it'll be Merdeka, and i dunno if i'm actually gonna do something about it, but, haha, i don't think it's gonna be as fun as having to celebrating the day at school tho, singing patriotic songs and all, lolololol.

my one week break is over, and this week has began with a bitter start... haha, i've messed up very bad, i shudn't be laughing. Edmond came back from kk last monday, and he crashed over at my place for a few nights. i cudn't provide him with internet, coz i'm using USB broadband connection, and it's only for my laptop with celcom programmed installed. haha, i guess i shudn't have used the other way to give ed internet connection, coz 'he' found out... i'll leave u to figure out what happen and what i've done wrong and it's really really stupid of me to do it without thinking. (refer to previous entries) i feel really bad and stupid now, i wonder if i can make it up or at least do something about it. i'm not sad, but i do feel guilty, 'cause it's no use lying around complaining and regretting abt it, i've got to do something abt it and pray hard abt it... i'm requesting for your prayers, is that ok? pray for my roommate and i...

well, edmond's time spent here at least took alot of the boredom in my one week break... we watched the mummy 3, which i think, it's only 'ok', but watch it if u want to, it's worthwhile. he's totally crazy abt world of warcraft

i won't go much into detail, but i have alot of task to do now... physical, mental, as well as spiritual... looks like it's gonna be a long boring and full of work month.

Earlier today, i received a call, and one of my classmate requested me to play some piano songs for their recording project. So i went online to look for the scores without any problem, but can u believe it?! The recording's tomorrow, ahaha.... i wonder it i can make it... lol...

while i was searching for the scores, i came across ragtime music, with scores, i played the midi file, and woah... the songs were AWESOME! ragtime sound old, yet they sound so new and unique! My passion's burning! gonna learn this song in a month! so must sacrifice games and online ;)

Must work hard!