today i will hand in my assignment.

my TVcommercial is done and hopefully it will be uploaded on my youtube by the end of the day!

my blog is so short, might as well be a facebook status update lol...

hi aaron.

i having much to blog about today... let's see... update, update...

ah! i'm meeting my mum later today, yay, long time haven't seen her, time to take advantage of time, quality and good food.

for my assignments, awesome, the due date is push from 13th Oct, to the end of the month, giving me enough time, but i still have to be fast fast fast. i blog a lot about my assignments don't I? life's like that... for a college student, boohoo.

There's this person... i won't mention his name. Apparently, some stuff happen in the past which cause me to not trust him very much, coz he said something to me one time which i should have not take to heart, "why are you so...?" he didn't finish his sentence, and based on the situation, it's not a nice thing to say at that time. But, I can't pretend like i didn't hear it. but he sort of fit the image of the actor/model i'm looking for... cud this be fated by God? that the path is crossed once more? beats me... but it's hard for me to ask anything from him... hmm...

there's also a musical in town! PJ art theater to be exact.

http://www.applause.org.my/store/pc/viewCategories.asp?idCategory=185

i'm still looking for someone to go with. If u love classical music, with comedy sense into it, please do let me know! tho i kinda doubt i have that many readers lol. i'll go ask in facebook.

Today was a pretty bad, i didn't do anything productive at all, keep playing DW1 only x.x i should have not tho... i better think of soemthing to so tomorrow... maybe i should finish the rest of my other assignments... yeah... i really should... stomach ache.. owwww :(

Well, fortunately, i have my idea now for my TVC, it was there all along, i just had to amend it a little to fit the criteria... but now... time is of the essence, i have to submit the assignment by 13th october, damn, i wish i had one more week.

so today, i went to Sunway Pyramid with sis and went on a mini movie marathon, we watched 'Legend of the Guardian' and 'Legend of the Fist, Chen Zen'. haha, not so legendary

Legend of the Guardian - 3 out of 5 - the animation is awesome, story is not new and rather something u've heard of/ watched a few times already in the past. not worth watching twice.

Legend of the Fist, Chen Zen - 4 out of 5 - it's very interesting to watch, story also is very deep and heavy, this is quite a sad movie. but for me, not something i'd watch again.

Other than that, i walked around sunway also to scout for a good location for my TV commercial shooting. so far the candidates are: Robot Sushi, TGIF, Itallianies (Republic). With that said, i will try to get approval from the restaurants. Look forward to my TVcommercial coming end of the month.

Right now i'm gonna try get a green light from my dad to go home back to lovely land below the wind. but 1st i gotta finish this application form to close all form of weakness that my dad may use against me.

I hate my KL life.

My christain walk is not going good either.

when i have a problem, they tell me to pray, when i have another problem, they tell me to pray, is that really the solution to everything?

i'm staying at a place alone, no one to speak to almost everyday.

I never dare let anyone know how i feel, not on facebook anyways.

My social life went downhill when my cell group multiplied

Church have 3 services every weekend, all my cell members are now serving, serving different service each week, so i hardly see them

I'm serving too, and my life is suppose to improve.. it's not.

I hardly sit in service, even if i do, i sit alone because my members are serving.

no one here follow-up on me, or is interested in my life here, maybe they are too busy, that's how i really feel... it's been 3 years now.

My heart is closed, i do not simply trust anyone to know how i feel... won't u come open my heart?

very very unproductive.

What i really want is a friend... someone i can just share part of my life with... my real friends are my home boyz and they are overseas or at home. my new friends? i don't know them, they don't know me.

I trap myself in bondage, escaping to a different world, playing games everyday, going online doing nothing everyday.

Jesus won't You come set me free? won't u send someone to pick me up?

I hope I can come back kk end of the year.. my dad said it's unnecessary.. i'm coming back chinese new year, but that's not when everyone is back.

sorry, but there was absolutely no chance or time that i get to open my heart and share my darker, sad troubled heart to anyone. at all. i don't know my cell leader that well, nor does he know me, so i can't really tell him, cause i haven't got the chance to open up to him

i told God, but life is still the same, life didn't change for the better, why? i'm definitely missing something...

i will never blame God.. i've seen many of them blame God, but I know God is a good God, so it must be me...